What’s on your mind?
Yea really… I have always want to know what’s inside u. The truth of how u see me as a person… Or am I someone…
U use my phone, u took pics and sometimes see my message and other stuff.. I don’t mean I don’t let u view… But I dont think u see it for no purpose, isn’t it? Or maybe that’s u? Idk…
Idk whether U do that to others not… Or for me only… I really don’t know. Or u wan to remember the times how use ur X iPhone… I really wan know… I don’t like to be left in the dark. That’s makes me thinking that possibility has come. But eventually no…
Still can remember that day… I immediately told him, but in the end, all are just wild imagination, I cried as a result.
Everything I ask u… U always lie to me… I always try to believe u… U know. But it’s ridiculous! I wonder what ‘s on ur mind…maybe u wan let me feel safe… Maybe? That time u say u injured when I saw slashes… I try and believe, but try to be realistic.
I can remember the times I told u I’m sad tooh when u say u are. That’s long time ago. U told me we have been friend for long and I shared it to u everytime without fail, no matter how embarrassing it is. But when I keep ask why u are moody, u nvr tell me one. I am also your good friend leh… I shared mine but why u can’t share urs too? I really wonder what’s on ur mind.
Seeing u so happy, but I know the reason is not me… Whenever we have lunch nowadays, u go find ur friend go smokesmoke :( then when ur friend calls u to eat then u eat… What’s on ur mind really…
We called u today, u didn’t answer it, u make someone answer it for u… U make someone help u carry the bag for u… I wonder what’s on ur mind… U wan to make urself outstanding from the rest?
Whenever I walk… Sometime u just follow my pace… I walk slow or fast, u just follow at times. Idk is that walking beside me gives u security? Or u want take ppl attention? What’s on ur mind?
U say u are moody today… Ok it’s fine with me… Ppl get moody at times… But u changed totally at mrt. U started to get so cheerful and get so closed with ur own friend… What do u treat us as? U just ignored us totally and left is there, entertaining him. What’s on ur mind?
Idk why… These are my thoughts which have been running ever since I met u… I wonder u wan test me… Or u wan just playplay… I really dk what u thinking…
Whenever I wake u up, u just reply then start to bathe… I wonder what u are thinking when u receive my calls. Is it the one every morning u look forward to or it is just a permanent system that’s installed for u… Or is like a routine… Or U deserved it? What’s on ur mind?
When u told me the truth few days ago, I really wondered those are the words u really mean it or just because u need meet ur friend, u just anyhow bomb it? Or there might be something u want to say but u don’t dare say…
The reason I thought we can be together… Some of them are because of this. Maybe u are but u don’t want tell me? Maybe? What’s on ur mind?
U have this new one who u might gonna have someday… From the way I see, don’t look something good to me… Like ur X is better, i prefer him. But I think the one who u keep replying is him ba. Makes u so happy, don’t care about us alr. Maybe u see him everything u left us for lunch? Just my opinion, but I feel u can find better. Maybe ur surrounding of friends are bad companies and that’s the best u can find? Maybe? Whats on ur mind?
Everytime all these things happen, I kept thinking… What are u thinking?!
Heart break are really hard to cope with, esp if your the one that is still in love and the other person doesn’t want to be with you. How do u tell your heart to stop loving… Got to keep moving for ward and take it it one day at a time
